Saturday, June 20, 2015

Summer Plans!

Well tomorrow is officially the first day of summer, although Michigan's weather hasn't felt like it! 

I've had an extremely busy summer so far.  I decided I was going to go back to school, so I am taking a full load of classes this summer, in hopes to graduate by the end of next summer! I have also been working for my dad a few days a week.  On top of all that, I just got myself a new puppy! Her name is Nala, and getting her has been the best thing ever!! She is a black Lab, and will be 13 weeks on Wednesday! I keep telling her to stop growing, but she isn't listening!!  

A week from today I'm going to Tahoe, in California, to visit my boyfriend! He's getting ACL surgery too, so I'm also going to be nurse brooke! When I get home from Cali, I am taking a 16 day, RYT 200 class.  This means I'm going to be certified to teach yoga! I am SO excited to be able to learn more about yoga, and then be able to teach it! After this class, I'm off to AUSTRALIA!!! You can say I'm a bit excited for this! We head down under the beginning of August, and there will be competitions and a camp! I cannot wait to see my friend's, teammates, and get back on my snowboard!! I love being able to travel the world, and experience things outside of our country!!

There is NEVER a dull moment in my life, but I wouldn't change it for the world!! 

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

My biggest secret

I am not EVER usually open to others about myself, especially on social media, but I need to share my own success story because I hope to reach out to others and help them through the obstacles their life throws at them.

For as long as I can remember (way back to middle school) I have been suffering major depression and anxiety disorders.  This was something that I kept to myself for years, in fact, was never expressed to ANYONE else until a little over a year ago.  I go through stages when it gets extremely bad, to almost non-existent, which is very common for these disorders.  I always used to put on a huge act, that I was so happy, when in reality, I always felt as if I was in a dark cloud, holding this huge secret in.  My smiles were always fake, even if I couldn’t explain why I wasn’t happy.  I would often get confused why I was always so tired, unmotivated, sad, or simply just feeling like shit.  Excuse my French, but that’s the honest truth.  People always say, you have SO much to be happy about… I have an AMAZING and supportive family, I have friends who love me dearly, I’m been blessed with athleticism and brains, and a chance to be an Olympic athlete.. but that’s just it about these disorders.  Chemically there is something wrong with my brain that just doesn’t let me be as happy as I should be. 
With all this being said, I have been taking medications (antidepressants and Xanax) to get me through my dark cloud I felt was hovering over me for years.  Since being on medicine, I have felt like a completely better person.  I have more patience, motivation, energy, and overall am finally actually HAPPY! Unfortunately, being the health nut I am (for those who don’t know, I’m crazy about my health), I hate putting these chemicals in my body day after day to ease my depression and anxiety.  Essential Oils were brought to my attention, and I began doing my research on how they can help me.  I found an unreal amount of oils that could replace my medicines from my medicine cabinet, so I took the dive and experimented.  Using these oils daily, I have begun easing my way off the medicine, and still feel as happy as ever! It is an amazing feeling that I can use something all natural, organic, and chemical free to be HAPPY (and who doesn’t want to be happy). Though I am not completely off my medicine, my goal is to get off of them in the next couple of months, (with the help of my oils of course). 
Depression is something WAY more common than you think, and I am reaching out because I know I am not alone.  So to anyone who feels they are suffering, don’t be afraid to reach out to ANYONE.  You are loved and I promise you, there is a way to get better! :)

Here is an oil blend that I use, it’s known as “liquid Xanax.” This is my biggest savior!!! It’s a combination of 50 drops of lavender, 30 drops of stress away, 15 drops patchouli 15 drops vetiver, 35 drops of valor, all Young Living Essential Oils and 40 drops of carrier oil. Place in a roller bottle and roll on wrist and bottom of feet.   It really does work!

Sunday, June 14, 2015

Horrible Blogging this Winter!

Wow! I usually am so on top of it with my posts. I am so sorry I have not made a single post this whole winter.  On top of that, winter should be when I make my posts, to update after each competition, but I did not do so. I honestly think a lot of that has to do with my frustration with my season.  Result wise, I did not do nearly as well as I wanted too. I felt so strong going into this season, thinking I was going to get at least one podium, but I failed to do so.  I mentally struggled a lot this season, especially towards the end of the season. I had a lot going on, especially a death of a very close loved one, which was extremely hard to deal with. Unfortunately being an athlete, there will be A LOT of obstacles thrown at you, but it's up to that individual to work through them, despite the severity.
Thinking about my season and evaluating it myself, although I was very frustrated and upset with myself on my results, I had an overall good season.  Being a part of the ISTC was the best decision I could have ever made. I grew so much as a rider, and an individual, and believe I improved so much. My carving (previously my biggest weakness) I think is now one of my strong suits.  I also have made a huge improvement on my movements, my confidence, and hitting larger features, especially larger jumps. So looking at my season overall, though I did not get the results I wanted, I still think I had a very successful season in the fact that I've improved more in this season than any other season.  With the continueous improvements, the results WILL come, and then everyone better watch out!! :)



Sunday, January 18, 2015

Competition Season Is Almost Here!

A week from today I am finally off to my first competition of the season, a NorAm in Mt. Tremblant, Canada. I am extremely excited for the season to finally kick off! I've been on snow for about 5 months already, doing nothing but training.  Throughout these 5 months, I've learned a lot about my riding, as well as many different techniques to go faster. With the help of my three awesome coaches, I can honestly say I am a totally different rider.  I am more confident, strong, quick and knowledgeable about my sport.  I have never felt so ready to going into a competition season. Check out my videos and pictures from training!


                                                              Nastar Speed Racing

With my favorite Olympian, Nick Baumgartner. Michigan Pride!

Training with ISTC and the US team!

Thursday, December 25, 2014

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Just wanted to send everyone some love on Christmas today! No matter where you are, I hope you are enjoying this Holiday with family and friends, and spreading the Christmas cheer! I'm so grateful to be home with my family this Holiday season, even though here in Michigan we have no snow! :( Also wishing everyone a healthy and happy new year! My resolution this year is to go FAST and bring home some medals!! xxxx

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Homeward Bound!

It has been an amazing 3 months training in Colorado, as well as Argentina and Austria, but I am so stoked to be headed home (Michigan) tomorrow for a 2 week Christmas break! This is been the longest time I've been away from my parents, and for those who don't already know, I'm a Mommas girl, therefore I cannot WAIT to see her, as well as all my family and friends.  My birthday is also in 2 days, pretty excited to be able to celebrate that at home! I've been kicking ass training, and cannot wait for the season to kick off in a little less than one month! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to everyone :)

Teammate and homegirl Meghan!! 

My Awesome Roommates!

We Love Selfies <3

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

I Love Europe!

I experienced a lot of "firsts" in the last 2 week! The first time I've ever been to Europe, first time I've ever rode a train, first time shredding the alps, first time learning German, and the list goes on! Needless to say, my trip to Austria was a success.  The main purpose of going, to train, was awesome! We had three boardercross courses in one area, first time I've ever been able to say that, which was so beneficial.  Getting to train different courses and different features expanded my experience on courses even more and taught me so many things about my riding.  I worked through my weakness on the courses with the help of my awesome coaches, and also learned a lot about myself. I learned more about how I work mentally on a course, as well as what I need to do to be successful.  I can easily say that I know I improved a lot after this camp, but also know that I have a lot to still work on. Those things will now be worked on in the states, leading up to my first competition.  There is always room to improve, and I cannot wait to see how far I can exceed my riding skills throughout this year with the help of the ISTC.

Not only was I able to spend a lot of time training, I was able to explore Austria.  Our snowboard bags did not arrive until 3 days after we did, so the team took a trip to Innsbruck, where we shopped, and explored the beautiful city! I was so breath-taken by how different this city was from anything in America.  We also saw an amazing church; the beauty of it simply gave me the chills! The culture of the people in Austria is also very different.  Unlike Argentina, people here actually did know pretty good English, which was very helpful because the only things I could say in German was hello and thank you! Therefore learning German is next on my list of things to do!

The landscape and scenery of Austria was also so beautiful!! Nothing like the mountain ranges in America.  The Alps is definitely a must see place for those mountain lovers out there!

I cannot describe how grateful and blessed I am that I am able to experience traveling the World.  I am gaining so much knowledge on different cultures and general geography of the world.  A huge thank you to my family for helping support my dream, and making this life so amazing! xoxo